William And Charlie Mason

2007 - 2007
LocationSwindon
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Date of Birth9/2007
Date of Death9/2007
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William and Charlie Mason
28/09/2007
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Mummy, Daddy and Family
Twin To Twin Transfusion


When we found out I was pregnant we was so happy because William and Charlie was our first children.
Went to hospital for our 12 week scan and I laid on the sofa where the nurse started scanning and
then ask how many babies did we think we where expecting and we said we think one baby she replied
with a big smile you are having TWINS. We was really happy and shocked also but we could not stop
smiling. We went to see the midwife alot as well and I had to have lots of scan and see a consultant
who specialised in multiple births. She told us we was having identical twins we just looked at each
other and she started saying there can be complications with identical twins such as TTTS. We had
the 20 week scan and Alex didn't want to find out what sex they where. Went to see consultant
she got the midwife to take my blood pressure it was ok and then had to go and have a scan see how
our William and Charlie where doing and they both starting fighting with each other and the
consultant started smiling and saying they are very active. We went for the 26 week scan and was
expected to have a straight forward scan and the nurse had trouble picking up twin one's heart
beat and then she tried to get twin two's heart beat. She then said I need to go and get a
doctor to have a look for the heart beats so he came back with the nurse he started to scan for a
heart beat which he could not find on William or Charlie she had to tell us that William and Charlie
had got their angel wings and flew away to the fluffy clouds in the sky. We both just sat there and
just started crying and also in shock.

I told her that we wanted to see our consultant and she put us in a room and our consultant came in
the room she grabbed hold of me and gave a big hug and said she was sorry. We had to discuss about
me coming in to give birth. I had to go in on the friday as discussed with the consultant and us. It
was friday morning and we had to get ready to go in for 10 o'clock. We find it hard to still
talk about the birth of William and Charlie. We went into the ward were we was put atthe bottom of
the corridor from where the newborn babies was but all of the nursing staff and midwifes where very
good to us. I went into labour which I found very distressing and upsetting because we knew William
and Charlie would not be alive because our little angels where stillborn. I had so much and more
lovely nurses and midwifes to help me with the labour. Alex was so worried about me. Then we found
out we had two beautiful baby boys I asked Alex can we call them William after my grandad and
Charlie because I liked the name (I was telling everyone when I was pregnant that I was having baby
boys). We stayed in over and said our goodbyes for now and went home on the Saturday morning which I
didn't want to really leave my two little boys. It broke our hearts to leave William and
Charlie.

When we had to arrange the funeral which the hospital did for us because William and Charlie were
stillborn. The chaplin in the hospital was so lovely and kind he made us feel comfortable when we
had to meet him. The funeral very hard and upsetting but Alex carried William and Charlie's
coffin it was so tiny and very light. I read a poem out.

We have found lossing William and Charlie is the hardest we have ever been though in our lives.

We love you boys and Miss you both William and Charlie so much.


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This Tribute Is For This Weekend

Candles will be lit as usual on Sunday for Monday

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An angel in the book of life
Wrote down our baby’s birth
She whispered as she closed the book
"Too beautiful for earth."

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You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...

For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!

However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet loved one, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...

Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.

We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.

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If Heaven Had A Phone

I cannot dial your number,
I can't get through to you,
I called the operator,
She did all that she could do.

There is no code for heaven,
I cannot place the call,
No numbers left to call,
I reckon I've tried them all.

If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day,
If heaven had a phone,
There's things I want to say.

To tell you that I love you,
And miss you every day,
How much I prayed to god,
That he could let you stay.

If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day,
If heaven had a phone,
I'd hear your voice, know you're okay,

I just want to speak to heaven,
Please do you have a direct line,
Operator says no number,
But your loved one is doing fine.

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God looked around his garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon this earth
And saw your tired face

He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God’s garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again

He saw that the road was getting rough
And the hills are hard to climb
So he closed your weary eyelids
And whispered, “Peace be thine”

It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn’t go alone
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home

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Thoughts Today Memories Forever

Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday

Marie-Angela Rowe January 29, 2009

We miss you both

We love you our preciouse angels, we miss you every day, We know your both so proud of us in each and every way.

We wish that we could hold you both and see you smile allday, you will alway's both be in our hearts, you both mean so much to us.

If we could have you both here with us to watch you grow up together, to watch you walk,talk and play.

We love you our special angels, we know you'll watch over us each day.

Love,hugs&kisses Mummy&Daddyxxxxxx

This Tribute Is For This Weekend

Candles Will Be Lit Again As Usual For Monday


LITTLE ANGELS

When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares
With the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold.
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them
And so He takes but few
To make the land of heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult,
Still somehow we must try.
The saddest word that mankind knows
Will always be 'goodbye'.
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realise God loves children
Angels are hard to find.

If roses grow in heaven,
Lord Please pick one for me.
Place it in my Loved ones hand
And tell them it's from me.
Tell them that I love them
And when they turn to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheek
And hold them for a while.
Remembering them is easy,
I do it every day.
But there's an ache within my heart
That will never go away.



I looked towards the clouds today
And for a moment saw your face.
I wondered just where you have gone
With hope it's a better place.

Did you show yourself to me today,
To tell me you're all right?
Or was it just a daydream
Playing tricks upon my sight?

We will always feel the void inside
Because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
Lets us know you're near.

So until our journey nears its end
And we hear the angels sing,
We'll face each new day as it comes
And live off the love you bring.



If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.

Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.

But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.

Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe January 23, 2009

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It broke our hearts to lose you
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you
The day God took you home.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe January 18, 2009

This Tribute Is For This Weekend

Candles Will Be Lit On Sunday Night As Usual

Everyone Have A Good Weekend



To My Dearest Family, Some Things I'd Like To Say.
But first of all, to let you know,
That I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness;
Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
Just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every
Morning, Noon and Night.
That day I had to leave you
When my life on earth was through.
God picked me up and hugged me
And He said, "I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again,
You were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on.
There's so much that we have to do,
To help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things,
That he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
Was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night
The day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....
In the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
And all those loving years.
Because you are only human,
They are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry:
It does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
Unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
All that God has planned.
If I were to tell you,
You wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
Though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now,
Than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you
And many hills to climb;
But together we can do it
By taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
And I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world,
The world will give to you.
If you can help somebody
Who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night......
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....
My life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody
Who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
As on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
And you've got Me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
Only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go....
From that body to be free.
Remember you're not going.....
You're coming here to Me.

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The moment that you died,
My heart split in two,
The one side filled with memories,
The other died with you.

I often lay awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep,
And take a walk down memory lane,
With tears upon my cheeks.

Remembering you is easy,
I do it every day,
But missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.

I hold you tightly within my heart,
And there you will remain,
Life has gone on without you,
But it never will be the same.

For those who still have their LOVED ONES,
Treat them with tender care,
You will never know the emptiness,
As when you turn and they’re not there.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe January 16, 2009

god bless little angles
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Amelia Robertson January 3, 2009

OUR BEAUTIFUL LITLE STARS

Hello Our Beautiful little men

Mummy and Daddy are missing yo both so very much. we hope you both really loved your christmas presents. Mummy and Daddy have really miss you both over Christmas.xxxxxxxxWe Love You Both So Much xxxxxxxxxx

Watch over your lovely Mummy and little brother or sister keep them safe for Daddy. Daddy just wishes that you both could be here to look after Mummy.

Sending our beautiful little boys all our loveand hugs, kisses xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Mummy and Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Merry Christmas Our Special Little Boys

Hello William and Charlie

It's Nanny,Grandad,Uncle Robert,Uncle Darren & Cousin George We all want to wish you both A Merry Christmas Darlings. We are all missing & Love you both so very much wish we could have you both here today. xxxxxxx It's Nanny's Birthday today xxxxxx Life is so hard without you both. I wish you could play on the XBox with me today my beautiful little Cousins I miss you both all the time & think of you both too.

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Recipe for Christmas All Year Long

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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.

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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.

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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.


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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe December 24, 2008

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE


Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.


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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.


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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.


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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe December 12, 2008
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