| Location | Swindon |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 9/2007 |
| Date of Death | 9/2007 |
| Visitors | 5,780 since 08/06/2008 |
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William and Charlie Mason
28/09/2007
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Mummy, Daddy and Family
Twin To Twin Transfusion
When we found out I was pregnant we was so happy because William and Charlie was our first children.
Went to hospital for our 12 week scan and I laid on the sofa where the nurse started scanning and
then ask how many babies did we think we where expecting and we said we think one baby she replied
with a big smile you are having TWINS. We was really happy and shocked also but we could not stop
smiling. We went to see the midwife alot as well and I had to have lots of scan and see a consultant
who specialised in multiple births. She told us we was having identical twins we just looked at each
other and she started saying there can be complications with identical twins such as TTTS. We had
the 20 week scan and Alex didn't want to find out what sex they where. Went to see consultant
she got the midwife to take my blood pressure it was ok and then had to go and have a scan see how
our William and Charlie where doing and they both starting fighting with each other and the
consultant started smiling and saying they are very active. We went for the 26 week scan and was
expected to have a straight forward scan and the nurse had trouble picking up twin one's heart
beat and then she tried to get twin two's heart beat. She then said I need to go and get a
doctor to have a look for the heart beats so he came back with the nurse he started to scan for a
heart beat which he could not find on William or Charlie she had to tell us that William and Charlie
had got their angel wings and flew away to the fluffy clouds in the sky. We both just sat there and
just started crying and also in shock.
I told her that we wanted to see our consultant and she put us in a room and our consultant came in
the room she grabbed hold of me and gave a big hug and said she was sorry. We had to discuss about
me coming in to give birth. I had to go in on the friday as discussed with the consultant and us. It
was friday morning and we had to get ready to go in for 10 o'clock. We find it hard to still
talk about the birth of William and Charlie. We went into the ward were we was put atthe bottom of
the corridor from where the newborn babies was but all of the nursing staff and midwifes where very
good to us. I went into labour which I found very distressing and upsetting because we knew William
and Charlie would not be alive because our little angels where stillborn. I had so much and more
lovely nurses and midwifes to help me with the labour. Alex was so worried about me. Then we found
out we had two beautiful baby boys I asked Alex can we call them William after my grandad and
Charlie because I liked the name (I was telling everyone when I was pregnant that I was having baby
boys). We stayed in over and said our goodbyes for now and went home on the Saturday morning which I
didn't want to really leave my two little boys. It broke our hearts to leave William and
Charlie.
When we had to arrange the funeral which the hospital did for us because William and Charlie were
stillborn. The chaplin in the hospital was so lovely and kind he made us feel comfortable when we
had to meet him. The funeral very hard and upsetting but Alex carried William and Charlie's
coffin it was so tiny and very light. I read a poem out.
We have found lossing William and Charlie is the hardest we have ever been though in our lives.
We love you boys and Miss you both William and Charlie so much.
WE WALK WITH YOU OUR MUMMY DEAR
WE'R ALWAYS WITH YOU, ALWAYS NEAR
JUST LOOK BEHIND AS STEPS YOU TAKE
AND SEE OUR FOOTPRINTS THAT WE MAKE
THEY'RE IN YOUR HEART WHEN YOUR ASLEEP
YOU FEEL ME KICKING WHEN YOU WEEP
WE WALK WITH YOU WHEN YOU ARE SAD
BUT WE ARE HAPPIEST WHEN YOUR GLAD
WE ARE NEVER FAR AWAY FROM YOU
WE'R HERE IN EVERYTHING YOU DO
WE WALK WITH YOU IF YOUR IN PAIN
WE STEADY AND HELP YOU UP AGAIN
AND WHEN ON EARTH GOD CALLS YOU HIGH
WE'LL LIGHT THE WAY MUMMY TO HIS SKY
GOD SAYS WE'R A GIFT PURER THAN GOLD
HE SENT US TO LOVE YOU UNTIL YOU GROW OLD
YOUR BLESSED WITH TWO ANGELS FROM GOD ABOVE
YOU GAVE US LIFE AND WE GIVE YOU LOVE
WE WALK WITH YOU FOR ETERNITY
IM YOUR ANGEL MUMMY LOOK AT ME XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
just for you
Don’t tell me that you understand.
Don’t tell me that you know.
Don’t tell me that I will survive,
How I will surely grow.
Don’t come at me with answers
That can only come from me.
Don’t tell me how my grief will pass,
That I will soon be free.
Accept me in my ups and downs.
I need someone to share.
Just hold my hand and let me cry
And say, “My friend, I care'
just to say i know how you feel and you are my special g.t.s friend love becky x x x
LITTLE SNOWDROPS
THE WORLD MAY NEVER NOTICE IF A SNOWDROP DOESNT BLOOM
OR EVEN PAUSE TO WONDER IF THE PETALS FALL TOO SOON
BUT EVERY LIFE THAT EVER FORMS OR EVER COMES TO BE
TOUCHES THE WORLD IN SOME SMALL WAY FOR ALL ETERNITY
THE LITTLE ONES WE LONGED FOR WERE SWIFTLY HERE AND GONE
BUT THE LOVE THAT WAS THEN PLANTED IS TWO LIGHTS THAT STILL SHINE ON
AND THOUGH OUR ARMS ARE EMPTY OUR HEARTS KNOW WHAT TO DO
EVERY BEATING OF OUR HEARTS SAYS WE LOVE BOTH OF YOU.
ALL OUR LOVE WILLIAM AND CHARLIE TWO PERFECT LITTLE
ANGELS XXXXXXXX
My Little Corner
There is a little corner
That I visit every day,
No-one knows I go there
Or how long that I stay.
In this little corner
I speak to you alone,
I think what it would be like
To have you here at home.
In the little corner
I hold you really tight,
I cuddle, kiss and squeeze you
You're such a lovely sight.
In my little corner
I tuck you up to sleep,
I sneak another cuddle
I have another weep.
Where is this little corner?
It's where we're never apart
Where I always have you with me;
It's the corner of my heart.
Keep My Memory
Keep my memory with you,
For memories never die;
I will be there with you,
When you look across the sky.
I will be there in the clouds,
In the birds that fill the air;
In the beauty of a fragrant rose,
You will find my memory there.
You will feel me in the tenderness,
Of a tiny baby's touch;
You will hear me if you listen,
In the twilight's gentle hush.
When your hearts are heavy,
And you feel that you are alone;
Just reach down deep inside of you,
For your heart is now my home.
I will always be with you,
I will never go away;
For I will live on in your hearts,
Forever and a day.
BABY CASTLE
IN A BABY CASTLE, JUST BEYOND OUR EYES
OUR BABIES PLAY WITH ANGEL TOYS THAT MONEY CANNOT BUY
WHO ARE WE TO WISH THAT YOU'S HAD KNOWN THIS LIFE OF STRIFE
NO PLAY ON OUR BABIES YOU'S HAVE ETERNAL LIFE
AT NIGHT, WHEN ALL IS SILENT AND SLEEP FORSAKES OUR EYES
WE'LL HEAR YOUR TINY FOOTPRINTS COME RUNNING TO OUR SIDE
YOUR LITTLE HANDS CARESS US SO TENDERLY AND SWEET
WE'LL BREATHE A PRAYER AND CLOSE OUR EYES
AND EMBRACE YOU'S IN OUR SLEEP
FEELINGS WE WILL TREASURE SOMETIMES THEY'LL MAKE US SAD
BECAUSE OUR LITTLE BABIES WE ARE STILL YOUR MUM AND DAD.
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Where little Babies Go
Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairy tales and dreams come true
Where teddy bears put on a show
In a place where little babies go
Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful soothing lullaby
And their feathers flutter down just like snow
In a place where little babies go
Where the sun is shining every day
In a heavenly sky thats never grey
Where love will bloom and always grow
In a place where little babies go
Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mum and dad walks through its door
then only tears of joy will flow
In a place where little babies go.
All our love william and charlie two special little angels xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
beautiful little angels
The sun still rises in the east
and darkness falls at night
but nothing now seems quite the same
each day is not as bright
The birds still sing,the flowers grow
the breeze still whispers,too
but it will never,ever be
the same world without you
its so sad that you had to go
your leaving is such pain
but you were very special
and earths loss is heavens gain
Hope you are all playing nicely together,look after lara boys xxxgod bless,
Our beautiful little boys
Hello our precious little stars, Our little angels you filled our lives with happiness & Love when you came into this world & when you our little angels left to go to heaven our hearts are breaking in two. Mummy & Daddy's hearts are aching for you our little angels. Mummy & Daddy want you both back so much it hurts inside. Mummy & Daddy feel so sad alot but we Love you both more than words can say. Love Mummy & Daddyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
TINY FOOTPRINTS
THESE ARE OUR TINY FOOTPRINTS SO PERFECT AND SO SMALL
YET THESE TINY FOOTPRINTS NEVER TOUCHED THE GROUND AT ALL
NOT ONE TINY FOOTPRINT FOR NOW WE HAVE OUR WINGS
THESE TINY LITTLE FOOTPRINTS WERE MEANT FOR OTHER THINGS
YOU'LL HEAR OUR TINY FOOTPRINTS IN THE PATTER OF THE RAIN
GENTLE DROPS LIKE ANGEL TEARS OF JOY AND NOT OF PAIN
YOU'LL SEE OUR TINY FOOTPRINTS IN EACH BUTTERFLIES LAZY DANCE
WE'LL LET YOU KNOW WE'R WITH YOU IF YOU JUST GIVE US A CHANCE
YOU'LL SEE OUR TINY FOOTPRINTS IN THE RUSTLE OF THE LEAVES
WE WILL WHISPER NAMES INTO THE WIND AND CALL EACH ONE THAT GRIEVES
MOST OF ALL THESE TINY FOOTPRINTS ARE FOUND IN MUMMY'S HEART
BEACAUSE EVEN THOUGH WE'R GONE WE'LL NEVER TRULY BE APART.
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